I'm beyond annoyed with everything right now. I'm sick of being asked if I had the baby yet. Answer is NO!!!! I have family back home that won't be here, so Pics will be posted shortly after birth. People on fb should know that it will be announce when she is here by both Ian and I. I'm too the point where I don't want to get on the computer because of everyone asking. I have shut my phone off for the same reason. I just don't want to deal with it.
With that said. I'm 3cm dilated. As of Thursday she wasn't engaged but she was still head down. If my water breaks I have to get to the ER ASAP because they are worried that her cord will come out first. I'm still contracting but I'm dealing with it. They are not normal now. It is also a good thing that I'm still pregnant because I'm getting over a chest cold.
So when will Ms. Victoria be here......October 10, 2011. I have to be at the hospital at 6am Monday morning. I'm hoping to go on my own but it is not looking like it will happen. regardless she will be here soon. I can't wait to hold her. I can't wait to see her. I can't wait to kiss her forehead. I can't wait to tell her I love her and I can't wait to hear her cry.
This has been a long road for me. A lot of ups and downs. At the end of this pregnancy it will be worth it. Yes, there should have been two. Things happen for reasons that I'll never know. Alexis' friend lost twins siblings and she says that they are swinging in the sky and jumping in to the clouds. Hearing that tonight made me smile. That is what I'm going to think too about Tori's twin "aiden". I need peace and that is it. I have to and I will focus on Tori.
Now in 3 days I will be welcoming my 5th and last child into the world and I can't wait.
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