Here I sit, I should be resting/sleeping but I can't. I'm wide awake. At 1st I thought it was nerves but now I just want to enjoy the last moments of pregnancy. Tori will be our last child. I want to remember her kicks, the contractions, the moment. I spent so much time dwelling on the loss of her twin that I let my pregnancy slip through my fingers. Here it is October 10th, in less than 24 hours I'll be holding, feeding, changing diapers, and loving a newborn.
I spent the night hanging with my girls. I read them a bedtime story and then the older two decided that they wanted to do spa time with mommy. I got my feet/back/belly rubbed and a face mask too. We cuddled and then I sent them to bed. Ian took advantages of our last night before baby, on the computer.
My next post will come after the 3 of us get home from the hospital. I'm getting very excited. I can't wait to meet her.
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