Yes I'll take a little cheese with that whine.

If you don't want to hear me complain please stop reading NOW..........

So we all know the story, I found out that I was pregnant the day after hubby and I decided to be done having babies. Then to find out it was twins. The awful morning sickness that I had.  Followed by the lost of baby A. My stomach has grown so fast and so big that I felt it and even cried because it hurt so much. I'm already the size I was when I gave birth to all 4 of my girls. How much more can I grow? I have had trouble walking for month now. My leg goes numb for no reason. I'm an emotional mess. My back has hurt since entering the 2nd trimester. I iron is really low. I can't sleep. Yes I know this is all apart of pregnancy but I have done this before 4 times and it has NEVER been like this. I have never hurt this bad. Oh the kicks that i longed to feel, now feels like I'm carrying a toddler inside me. The kicks hurt also and the have hurt since she started moving. I'm ready for October to be here. I'm ready to hold my little girl. I'm just ready for the next chapter in our lives to begin. I'm really just sick of being pregnant but I don't want to jinx myself. I just want m girl to be healthy and born at 37 weeks because I don't think that I can take anymore of this.

But in the end only one thing matters. That is my baby girl. I may complain right now but I know that I will have a reward come october. ALl of this is temporary and once she enters the world, all this pain and discomfort will be gone.

Sorry for complaining just need to get it out. She will be here before I know it.