Yes I'll take a little cheese with that whine.

If you don't want to hear me complain please stop reading NOW..........

So we all know the story, I found out that I was pregnant the day after hubby and I decided to be done having babies. Then to find out it was twins. The awful morning sickness that I had.  Followed by the lost of baby A. My stomach has grown so fast and so big that I felt it and even cried because it hurt so much. I'm already the size I was when I gave birth to all 4 of my girls. How much more can I grow? I have had trouble walking for month now. My leg goes numb for no reason. I'm an emotional mess. My back has hurt since entering the 2nd trimester. I iron is really low. I can't sleep. Yes I know this is all apart of pregnancy but I have done this before 4 times and it has NEVER been like this. I have never hurt this bad. Oh the kicks that i longed to feel, now feels like I'm carrying a toddler inside me. The kicks hurt also and the have hurt since she started moving. I'm ready for October to be here. I'm ready to hold my little girl. I'm just ready for the next chapter in our lives to begin. I'm really just sick of being pregnant but I don't want to jinx myself. I just want m girl to be healthy and born at 37 weeks because I don't think that I can take anymore of this.

But in the end only one thing matters. That is my baby girl. I may complain right now but I know that I will have a reward come october. ALl of this is temporary and once she enters the world, all this pain and discomfort will be gone.

Sorry for complaining just need to get it out. She will be here before I know it.

Our finished painted nursery.

My sweet baby girl.

30 weeks down, 10 more to go......

A lot of things have been going on. We have been super busy with getting the nursery done. I had an ultrasound on monday and I officially have 10 weeks until I meet Miss Victoria.


Ultrasound went wonderful. We found out the reason why I'm so big. lol First thing the tech did was the measurements of Tori's head. I learned two things. One: she has a lot of hair apparently. Two: she has a BIG head. Her head is measuring 2 weeks ahead. Then the tech did the rest of the measurements and her belly and her femur are measuring a week ahead. The girl checked the measurements 3 times to make sure that they were right and they were. Tori is roughly weighing 3 lbs 5 oz as of the 1st. For the first time in any of my pregnancies this is the first time I measured ahead. This mama is having a big baby and I'm scared. I have never done this before. I have my 30 week appointment on next monday, it is with the new doctor so I don't feel comfortable asking her what they plan to do. I might ask if I can talk to my doctor for a second while I'm there. I hope that can be done.